Fucking awful

This day was. Nothing helps and nothing cheers me up, Facebook is boring, friends are annoying, my body hurts, I'm freezing and awfully tired, my place stinks like cat poo, I stress because of my computer and because Steam was down today and because my graphic card overheats and because eBay is so fucking difficult to use. I never find anything useful there. I'd need some resistors etc. but eBay just sucks or it simply hates me, I have almost no money left, my thumb hurts cause the skin has come off and it's infected, food hates me and Maru gives me no peace. He didn't let me sleep last night, that little brat.

Here some pics from all over the web. Hope they cheer you readers up. I just feel nothing but this pain inside.

 

I'm going to bed with a load of painkillers and sleeping pills. Over and out. :P

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This little bitch didn't know when to shut up. And remember, pics get bigger when clicked. ;)

...and the raven's came as I called, and they were potent and radiating dark energy...

Let's start this from beginning. I'm putting here pics and links I find around the web. I'm not connecting this with Facebook as I will most likely post the same stuff. Let this be a sort of centre for dark art and other stuff that interests me...

I'm bored. I ate yesterday bad food and drank wine that all together made me feel awfully sick. I'm still sick. I threw up at night and my throat still hurts, and I got barely rest during the night. Now I have eaten some "low taste profile" food, new potatoes with butter and mackerel in tomato sauce. I'm tired and I stress about housework, and I fear of people coming in here without asking me first. I don't feel safe here, that's awful. It's not like an own home. Outside is cold and raining. I watered my plants. They have grown a lot this summer.

Be back sometime later. I'm not sure if I should delete the older posts.