IMPORTANT NOTICE: as you can see from the pictures of my guns that I post I always keep my finger on the trigger. That should not be done!! I do it only for the photos and NEVER if a gun is loaded and has a loaded battery inside. My AEG is always empty. I have lied to some people that I always keep them hidden, but to be honest I don't. Only if people come to visit me I do that. Other time I like to keep them around to see them. That should also not be done. They get dirty, so always clean before use, and most people can't tell the difference between air gun and a real one. I always put them in the boxes and hidden under my bed if I'm not at home for longer than 12 hours.
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This below was written in July 2011. --
Hi, my name is Starkiller (yes, it's from Force Unleashed xD) and I'm the new author of this blog. I have a cat called Maru, right now he's sleeping, was a long day chasing flies. I have had him now 5,5 days. I like to cook and make some desserts, but I'm really bad at baking anything. I also like to decorate places and take photos, travel, read comics when I'm at home. And I love the internet. The main link to this blog is on my Youtube channel.
I take a lot of responsibilities and then have hard time keeping up to my own expectations. I have been and still am sometimes reckless. I take big risks cause getting through difficult situations give great kicks. ^^
I like autumn and spring the most and winter more than summer. It's getting too hot here.
My favourite colors are black, blue and green. Also most of my clothes are black or blue. With the blue ones coming from my miserable past and the black ones representing the "new" me. The strong me. I also love camo-pattern, with mostly dark colors, green and grey. I can change my look from one day to other, from harmless to dangerous, going after my mood. And as being bipolar it changes a lot.
I'm a night person and am more awake after 10PM. At daytime there's also too much social stuff to do, at night I have my peace.
My favourite food is salmon in different meals, the best is smoked whole salmon that my dad makes sometimes. I also like new potatoes, many kinds of pasta, steak, currys and chilis. I like food from all over the world. Except mushrooms. You won't get me to eat mushrooms even if I'm dying from hunger. I'm also allergic against most nuts. My favourite drinks are Battery energy drink, water and green tea.
I'm now living in Finland since last March, I spent ten years in Germany married with a german guy. We are getting divorced next year. So I'm officially single. I'm quite short with brown hair and green/grey eyes and I'm trying to lose weight that I gained from my previous medication. I also train to get in better physical condition again.
The best in nature is the forest. Pathless forest. With pine trees, heather and stones with sand ground. I grew up in such area and I often miss it as I'm now living in capital area. I also like mountains and the sea. Sitting on rocks at the seashore listening to waves is so relaxing.
I'm a game fan, my favourite is Fallout 3. I only have a not-so-powerful laptop right now, but I'll soon buy a good PC and be able to play again. I have some games that can only be played on Windows XP though.
I like to design my home the way I want to, like customising old crappy furniture and finding objects that fit the atmosphere I want to create. In this apartment it's not allowed to paint walls, but I have planned to hang some nice wallclothes on them. I have two small ones already. Just have to sort out the rest of the boxes that I got from Germany last month and change the places of benches and tables. Some day I'd like to have a TV-table the same style than my laptop desk, a flatscreen TV that doesn't pollute the air with so much electric radiation. It's very strong, you feel it when you put your hand close to it. But before that I have to buy my cat a nest and put there something similar to a sleeping bag. He's currently sleeping on my sleeping bag on my TV-chair. And I want my chair back!
